I can feel it creeping up, it has been for a while now. The last week I’ve slept about 20 hours a day and even that isn’t enough. I wake up only to take nap after nap. Energy drinks nor coffee can keep me awake for more than 30 minutes at any given time.
It’s hitting hard. It’s going to be rough, I can tell. I haven’t had a low in a pretty long time now. I’m long overdue, honestly.
All the thoughts, the cravings, the fears; they’re coming back.
I just want to hide.