February 28, 2016
I’m not “sick” enough to get disability but I’m “too sick” to work. It makes no sense to me. I feel like a failure, I feel hopeless, I feel worthless, I feel like dying. Did you know that 10% of people with Borderline Personality Trait Disorder commit suicide? Did you also know that up to 15% of people suffering from depression commit suicide? Put these together and my chances of dying by committing suicide are pretty fucking likely. Right now, that’s what I feel like doing. I just feel so low right now. I don’t know what to do, I don’t know who to turn to. I feel so alone.