February 25, 2016
Why do I drink? I guess because it makes me happy, makes me feel like everything is okay. It’s fun, I feel like myself on a whole different level, no anxiety at all. It’s similar to the feeling from weed, but I can’t handle weed anymore, it’s too much like my overdose. But alcohol is okay, I can handle that. I think..
Why did I go to Cali this summer?
- To enter the entertainment industry
- To drink
- To do drugs
- To smoke
- To live
- To get away from everyone
- So I didn’t have to face reality
- To kill myself..