February 21, 2015
Do you ever just feel like crying for no reason at all? Or not doing a single thing. That’s how I feel right now. Depression sucks. I hate it. I wish I didn’t have it. I wish I could be normal. That’s too much to ask for though. I can’t even bring myself to get out of bed to take a shower. A 5 minute shower, that’s all, but I can’t even do that. I just want to lay here all day long and sleep. People think that I’m being lazy, but I’m not. I really can’t help it. I need to go get my medications but that would involve me leaving the house. I cannot physically bring myself to do anything. Maybe I can take a bath. That just involves sitting there. I do have bubble bath. I don’t know. I think I’m just going to go back to sleep. I hate being depressed. This was set off for no reason at all. I hate it so much. Days like this make me feel like dying.